Unravelled

Hi

Well, am not feeling too shit hot about stuff at the moment. Things with a friend of mine is really fluctuating and it's not his fault nor is it mine. Circumstances, head spaces and emotions are just not gelling and it's causing a lot of friction and pain between us. A bit of space for a little while is probably the best solution at the moment, though it really pains me. This person and I always hang out and is my closest friend so not having him about will be very strange to say the least...though if things keep going the way they are, there wont be a friendship between us and I value that above all else.

I am quitting Acrobatics. It's takes too long to get to via public transport and I still need to hitch a ride with a friend to get there. It sucks but I will need my Saturday afternoon/evenings to do work or to chill out once Ettamogah starts.

I've been playing games during my downtime, on the Wii and on Facebook (playing word games against Justin). I'm having a lot of fun and I really need some fun in my life. I have also started bouldering again and that was fun too but I am very rusty and I have no finger strength to speak of. I am also looking forward going to the gym on Saturday, should be good fun.

I haven't been sleeping well since all these problems started. That and a lot of stress from work has been keeping me up to the wee hours of the night. I spent one night doing work from 3AM to 5:30 AM. I went to bed at 2AM that night and I just couldn't sleep so I thought I'd be productive and do work. It did work out, I handed it in early, it was approved and I got to spend the day more or less stress free.

I now have two more animations to finish, work for Wizzmedia then am on for training at Ettamogah. After that I am going to veg out, play games, exercise and boulder and possibly climb before Ettamogah starts full-time. I need a break. Though, it wont be entirely work-less I want to do a couple of short animations on another animation program! I can't help myself sometimes.