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29th year approaching

It's my birthday on Friday...heh. I have nothing planned really. Might go out to dinner and I've arranged Yumcha on Saturday for the Animation team. I dunno, I just wanted some thing low key this year. Dinner and a movie is enough for me. I might do something for next Saturday

I worked really late last night with the team, I hope it doesn't happen again but I dont hold much hope. We got what needed to get done, done and am glad that we did. A bit of pressure is off for a little bit. The animation team has been calling themselves Team Awesome and I totally agree with them.

I have several short film ideas and have started doing some character designs. I dont have anything that I am happy with yet but am glad to have a new project in sight. I miss entering into festivals. I miss hearing people react to something I have created. I want to go overseas and watch my film somewhere. Well, am planning to buy my own copy of Toon Boom and a new computer which should be aw…

depression has landed.

Well....I had an interesting night. Went out to dinner with a friend, no wait, work-mate and it was all rather calm to start and then things get a bit personal and he hits a couple of nails on the head with a mallet, possibly a sledge hammer and I am left feeling...well a bit down and alone. I like this person and I consider him my friend. There are a lot of people that I do like and some I consider friends and his comment tonight made me think...it may not be a two way street for a lot of them. Maybe a lot of these people will one day turn around and discard me when I am no longer of any value to them. Happened once already. It's a really depressing thought. Makes me think, the only person I can count on is me and...I don't find it to be a good thought.

I've helped family, I've helped friends and I have been helped as well. It's comforting to know that there may be some people out there that will lend a hand and it's nice to have the ability to help ot…

Recap and Ramblings

Hi

Well....things have been crazy the last few weeks. My long time "friend" has decided to have some space, so all projects have now been put on hold if not totally discarded and all plans have been pretty much binned. It's hard to think how a 7 year friendship and other stuff can be casually ended via gmail chat while I was at work. I was shattered. There were times that night that I couldn't even breathe, my chest was so tight, I wanted to scream, cry, hurt something and I couldn't do any of that....well, maybe my voice did go several octaves higher. :) I was very fortunate that I work with a lot of people I consider friends and had very understanding administrators. I got the support that helped me through that night.

I am glad to say I haven't cried about that incident since. It's been close to a month now. This is the longest I have gone without speaking to this person....in the last 7 years.

Am annoyed that another friend of mine predicted this…